Lifes a Beautiful Struggle

I need you.I need you.I need you.please dont hurt yourself

The thing is I love you. So so much and i do all the things i do for you all the letters all the mornig messages trying to show this i try my best to show this too you. But you never seem to accept it you seem to be in denial and wont accept that i really do feel how i say i do for you and that hurts me so badly. All i wanna do is make you smile make you laugh make you happy make you cry ( happy tears) with everything i do because i try and show what you mean to me. We had a perfect weekend together we both loved every single moment we had together but it all ended and on that monday you sent me a message that upset and scared me and all week youve been sad dissapearing not being you and it hurts to see that cause i know its cause you miss me and you think i can do better etc then you look at everything in a negative light you pick up on all the small things we hate. No we havent talked much this week how could I , I have had exams and when ive tried to talk you cant reply cause of signal , i tried to ring i tried to skype every night but you disapered or skype broke but when it work we had our same old convosations the same old us but then one bad thing happens we have one moment of silence you snap at me just once and you think we srent getting on when we have been laughing and giggling all night , at the end of the day its been hard this week we both know this im not blind man but at the end of the day we love eachother and the real strength of our love will be tested and I know that i will pull through but will you do it with me ? I Hope you do , I want you too so we can get back on track and being us once again . I Love you. Im never gonna let you go